Sunday, November 26, 2006 "Alert and keenly observant. Is seeking fresh avenu..."
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[ ` s e
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[ ` s e
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[ ` s e
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[ ` s e
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g * ] for love and so i blog here, because livejournal is down. sigh. somehow i feel that blogger isn't as sercure as livejournal - but then again, LJ has friends-lock. LOL.
[ ` s e
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[ ` s e
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sayuki took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!
Click here to read the rest of the results.
okay.
i kinda randomly picked the colours, but it's scarily accurate. =x
oh dear.
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6:16 PM
koped from vera. playing this with my anime music, tecno which i've been getting from vera, and musicals that i've been getting from andy. oh, and also the harry potter soundtrack tanthalas uploaded a long time ago.
If my life were a movie...
Opening Credits: Soul Calibur - Fearless Eyes
Waking Up: OKHC - Ootori Kyouya - Tsumetai Yoru (how nice it is to wake up to Kyouya-kun's voice~)
Falling in Love: DGray man - Snow Kiss (don't erase the memories..)
Fight scene: Les Miserables - I Still Believe (uh, how to fight to this kind of music? haha)
Breaking up: TMoSH - Bouken Deshou Deshou (wtf?!)
Getting back together: Bleach - Happy People (hahahahahahahah)
Secret Love: Bleach - Rolling Star (...)
Life's okay: Cascada - Bad Boy (okay, this is getting ridiculous)
Mental breakdown: OBC - If You Were Gay (LMAO)
Driving Flashback: Soul Calibur - History Beckons
Partying: Bleach - Baby It's You
Happy Dance: Final Fantasy - Melodies of Life(Piano)
Regretting: Erementar Gerad - Everlasting Song
Long night alone: Angela Aki - This Love
Final Battle: TMoSH - Lost My Music
Death scene: Les Miserables - On My Own
End credits: OKHC - Shissou
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7:58 PM
10 days till masa comes down to singapore(two weeks, two weeks!).
28 days till reki sweetie's birthday.
29 days till ZOMGZOMGWTFBBQSAUCE EOY.
43 days till the very-much-long-awaited-and-had-to-keep-postponing erementar gerad shoot.
44 days till the ZOMG-you-pulling-me-in-NOW-do-you-know-how-many-days-there-are-left?! kingdom hearts 2 shoot.
45 days till OH-THANK-GOD-IT'S-ALL-OVER-now-let's-see-what-happens-next 2007!
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4:11 AM
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change
Well I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
Many roads to take
Some to joy
Some to heart-ache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change
Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take you back would you still be mine
'Cos I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
What if I had never walked away
'Cos I still love you more than I can say
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
We'll never know
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9:54 AM
none of them. NONE OF THEM. HAHA.
i'm so amused, really! despite my being online, not a single one of them has approached me. LOL. add to that the fact that my phone is on 24/7. i'm never really uncontactable!
now i know how people are really like. LOL.
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8:52 AM
he should be back by now.
anyway, so much for that. been stuck at home the whole day studying. i hate physics. i need to get started on math(paper's on tues). and been entertaining myself inbetween with video clips of Whose Line Is It Anyway? it's such a great show and i didn't realise there was such a large stash of clips on youtube. XD so been pretty much bored, studying, thinking and worrying the whole day.
i think too much, i know. thinking doesn't help solve things.. but i suppose i'm such a coward that i can't do anything about it..
y'know.. my heart's kinda dying a little each day. guess i ain't particularily strong as many people may think.
guess what? my hands are shaking, they feel weak and i don't know why.
surprise? for what reason? there's no reason for all this secrecy. honestly, i don't know why i care so much. i don't know why i want to care. freezing over.. yep..
okay lah. shall stop ranting here for now.
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11:38 PM
1. Your nickames are...
A: nat, nut, sayuki, sahime, sas, sasa, etcetc
2. Your favourite cartoon is...
A: good question. i have no idea.
3. You are...
A: not cute. -_-;
4. Your best friend is...
A: vera darling. i love you.
5. The person in your mind now is...
A: leo because i just read sh's answer to this. o_O
6. You are happy because...
A: who said i'm happy?
7. You want to...
A: not take my exams. sigh.
8. The person you heart most...
A: is a person you may never know.
9. Your hair colour is...
A: black. i wish it were something else.
10. 5 friends you have in mind...
-GR(not like GR sees this o_O)
-nat-jie~
-yoshi-kun
-maz sweetie
-no more. please.
THEY'RE TAGGED!!!!!!!!!!!! XDDD
A: uh, okay.
sigh. somehow i felt that i'm not important.. i mean, i'm sure people have their reasons for not telling me things, but this certain piece of information.. well.. i feel left out that no one told me, that the person directly involved didn't tell me. i don't know how many people know about it, and i'm not sure if it's supposed to be a secret or something, and honestly, right now, i don't want to care.. maybe because i'm in the middle of exam period and shouldn't be distracted, but now that i've found out from other people i'm just gonna think about it even more.. and think about why i wasn't told. not that i feel that people have to tell me everything, but i think i would appreciate knowing, even a little.
okay la. shall stop ranting. ranting gets me nowhere.
at
8:11 PM
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