Wednesday, October 25, 2006 y'know, it's strange. i never really thought about it before but it's kinda sinking in now.
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when i first graduated from tkgs, i had a problem talking to guys.. it was quite bad, anyone who knew me in the first few months of JC would know. could barely open my mouth to talk to them. which was quite sad, really. i don't know when i started to cope, and i don't know how i started to cope, but looking at myself today, i find it strange. my two best friends in school are guys. many of my good cosplay friends are guys. i mean.. i don't know since when i was comfortable hanging around guys. i can open up to guys, talk to guys, laugh, joke, fool around with guys. and then guys start to treat me like a guy. sigh.
okay, just treat this like a little rant of mine, but i really love the way things are now, and i don't want things to ever change. i don't want us to change, i don't want this to change. i want things to stay the way they are now, no matter how impossible it is.. sigh.
i ask for too much, sometimes.
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