Saturday, October 07, 2006 no matter how hard i try, i always fail in the end.
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today, i don't tell myself that anymore.. i seem to have made a breakthrough.. and i'm glad for it..
on the other hand.. i just don't understand why you have to keep doing this to me..
i HATE the way he always pops out of nowhere to say/do things that always makes me worry.
what the hell is wrong with him?!
can't i even have a peace of mind once in a while?!
god damn it!
"you're the last person i say goodbye to.."
what the hell is that supposed to mean?!
"i'm not gonna do anything stupid.."
yeah right.
"till next time, if there is a next time.."
WHAT THE FUCKING HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?!?!?!
you never told me anything, and you expected me not to worry.
even up till now you still do things that make me question and worry about you.
can't i have a little peace sometimes?! a little peace of mind?!
a time when i don't have to worry what's gonna happen to you?!
you and your stupid running away from home stunt..
look what happened!
have you NOT LEARNED!!!!
sigh..
[end tant]
made my own lunch, i think it kinda turned out okay. =) okonomiyaki!
meeting wuwu and maybe adrian later at 1.. =)
i love kuroichou.
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11:12 AM
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