Tuesday, October 10, 2006

dear nat,

you are a loser. haven't you ever realised that? you always decide you want something, then find out that you're too late, all the time.

too late, all the time!

and now that the things that you want cannot belong to you, what will you do? sit and wait? try and make it yours? cry and feel depressed? and why are you thinking about him as if he's some kind of object?

he makes his own choices too and you're silly for not opening your mouth earlier. take things slow, pfffft. what nonsense. are you going to wait, now? wait for what? what's the point of doing so? would it make you happier? would it make it hurt any less? no. so move on with life.

why are you so attached to each and every one of them? sometimes emotional attachment is a burdan. so why do you still continue the way you do?

you're a loser and you know it.

you just want to continue this way.


[ ` s e a r c h i n g * ] for love
at 6:22 AM

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