Thursday, August 17, 2006 Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
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Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say
I was left to cry there,
waiting outside there
grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
[chorus]
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there
when I was scared
I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip and
I'm in this thing alone
Am I just some chick you place
beside you to take somebody's place
when you turn around
can you recognize my face
you used to love me
you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't ok
I was left to cry there
waiting outside there
grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
[chorus]
Crying out loud I'm crying out loud
Crying out loud I'm crying out loud
Open your eyes
Open up wide
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there
when I was scared
I was so alone
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there
when I was scared
I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care
then I don't care
we're not going anywhere
Why should I care
cuz you weren't there
when I was scared
I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care then
I don't care
we're not going anywhere
i think these are the right lyrics, anyway. i think my brother kidnapped my avril cd.
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4:12 PM
thank you, for all the words you never said, for all the times you never bothered, for all the times you never cared, for all the times i just needed someone to talk to and you weren't there, thank you.
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2:00 PM
i miss kuroichou lots lots lots. i wish i could go this friday.. sigh. but higher authority demands i stay home, so.
so far i've only seen two photogs with pictures of me as arisawa tatsuki.. but that's a good thing, no one will be subjected to my ugly thighs and well, my shoes look like they're about to die on me. =x oh well.
okay anyway, i did mention once(in my lj) that i'll put pictures of the photoshoot in july up when i got them. well, i only got pictures of me from ash, so here are just some of them.
not many pics to post, really.. there are more on jodie's cam and i'm waiting for her to send them to me or something. XD
so yeah. there you have it. =x
the whole photo-resizing thing on photobucket is really starting to get on my nerves.
i'm hungry and have no money to eat! =( and i'm here finishing up the pictures. yay.
some pictures of wcg + daph's birthday celebration after that.. taken by thomas.
mild yuri.. XD
us bugging gin mama for.. uh.. something or other..
adrian doing, uh, something.. lol.
(adrian and lacus tan were the stars of the night, i have a ichigoXichinose fic to prove it =x haha..)
it was really fun and i really can't wait to see kuroichou again.. love! ^___^
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8:51 AM
in peace other than the school library, with a multitude of people staring over your shoulder and walking past going, "cosplay leh."
i get the feel of the whole "bleach leh" thing. XD
okay, on to the update on coscon!
woke up damn early, at about 6.30 to get ready to leave for toa payoh where i was meeting jodie and marik at 8.30. i ended up reaching at about 9 and met them at mac. we went to wuwu's house at about 9.30, where my darling girl was all decked in orihime apparel. XD the wig damn nice lah.. XD
did make-up, everything. i was most worried about my hair i guess but wuwu's hair spray took care of that.. O_o power sia the hair spray.. X3
(i hate it when people hotlink their pictures because it's like hell to load on a school computer)
took a cab down to suntec(not too hard to get a cab this time, two girls in short skirts, who wouldn't stop? XD) then met the rest at the convenction hall.
it was kinda a whirl from there. wuwu, marik, tama-chan and jacen took part in the cosplay competition.. (why was i the only one cheering for them? where's the kuroichou love?! o_O) even though they didn't win they're always the best in my heart! XD
saw spike, alex, and a few other familiar photogs(moo~!! XD). was pushed on stage when wuwu went up for the second time for the cosplay competition? yuki and jodie were like, "she's calling you, she's calling you!!" and i ended up going up there to give her.. ah quey. /swt haha..
took some.. mildly yuri shots with wuwu after that..
after everything, i meet up with yee kiat and walked to marina square with him to go buy yuki's birthday present - a big doggie! haha.. went back, changed, then sat and talked to gin mama for a bit. when yuki returned(i'm surprised she didn't notice the dog!) we sang her a happy birthday song and presented her with the dog..
i'm glad she likes it. XD
then the gang went to marina bay for steamboat dinner! adrian, lacus tan, ariki, fongfong, tama-chan, gin mama, yuki, moomoo, david, kazu, thomas, jodie, hii-chan and one of yuki's friends, 16 in total! it was super fun.. hii-chan, wuwu and i went off for a bit to talk.. moomoo saved some food for me.. haha thanks. XD we could see the fireworks from where we were.. it was so cool and fun.
YAOI HAPPENED.
went home with thomas, yuki, hii-chan and charmaine(who we met later with yoshi).
i'm still pretty tired(and it being tuesday) so i'll go off to the band room to sleep in a bit. if it's open, that is. haix.
tata.
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10:04 AM
on the bright side, sgcafe is accessable again! yay! no more stupid moe thingy.. whatever. so i've been spending my morning(other than working on this template) browsing through pictures of coscon on sgcafe, and so far only spikey has my pic. XD yay~ i definitely look better than at cosfest, so yeah.
yah i still got a lot of things i wanna bitchblog about. about coscon and yuki's birthday celebration.
-_-;
shall update my links and put up a tagboard when i have time.
i'm still linking all my old photo albums though! wish i had brought my card reader so i can upload the rest of the pictures that i have on my camera from the recent kuroichou outings and coscon.. =)
group shots! i love kuroichou. =D
so enjoy. i shall update when i have more time. /swt
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9:32 AM
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